Reflecting on the Year Passed: Prayers for 2010

As this year winds down to a close, I have begun to reflect on all of the things have gone on in my life thus far. I have been unemployed for over 1 year now. I would have never dreamed or thought that I would be looking for a job this long.

I have sent out almost 1,300 resumes and have filled out almost 700 applications. I have looked and looked for jobs and applied for anything and everything that even remotely comes close to my skills and experience. Some of the jobs I have applied for have resulted in interviews and in all cases, they have "decided to move forward with another candidate." Each has told me the same thing. I can recite the rejection letters word for word. "Please continue to check our website for other job opportunities. We wish you luck in your job search."

Although I should have every reason to be disappointed, I am not. Some of the people I have met in person or via email have lost their homes, cars and their marriages. Financially, we are doing fine and we still have our home, cars and my marriage is stronger than ever. So, what makes me any different than those around me who have suffered the same if not more?

My faith is stronger than ever before. During this year, I was ordained as a chaplain. I continue to minister to the needs of others and give to them words of encouragement, prayers and sometimes money. I know the value of a dollar and it could make the difference in a house payment, a grocery bill or a doctor's visit. However, I have an obligation to those who are hurting and in need. My family and I reach out to those who need that help so desperately.

So, as we say goodbye to 2009, we continue to pray for those around us and we also pray for an opportunity for a job for me. We have learned that life isn't the house, cars or anything else in our lives. It is the good that we do for others.

When my ledger is closed and my life totaled and balanced, I want to see that I gave more than I received.

Thank you, Lord, for all of the opportunities you have given me to help those in need. You have blessed my family and me with miracles. Amen